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Where did my confidence go? I used to be independent and sexy and… 
27th-Feb-2013 10:40 pm
Chamomile


Where did my confidence go? I used to be independent and sexy and smart. Now I just feel like someone starved for attention always seeking approval. When did I stop doing things for myself? Why? I feel like such a tool and a doormat.

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28th-Feb-2013 12:47 pm (UTC)
:(
28th-Feb-2013 10:59 pm (UTC)
downersville, right? ugh.
28th-Feb-2013 05:20 pm (UTC)
I feel exactly the same way. I used to have such confidence, I used to be strong and independent...now I too am seeking approval from everyone. What happened to us?
28th-Feb-2013 10:58 pm (UTC)
I don't know but I DON'T LIKE IT. I've spent all day feeling sad and sorry for myself when I know I should get off my butt and DO somthing about it...but for the sweet baby jebuddah's sake, WHAT?! Every time I think of something to do I feel like I end up asking permission to do it first and spend some time crushed and teeny tiny whenever i get ANY negative feedback, even if it was offered constructively. I feel useless and helpless and stupid.

*hugs*
1st-Mar-2013 04:39 pm (UTC)
you speak how I feel. I cant think of anything I want to do, like ever. People try to be helpful and suggest things, but I always end up shooting down their ideas. I like when I have stuff to do that I have to do because it keeps my distracted from the fact that there is nothing for me, to fill my personal cup.
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